Today's lecture ended at 5 plus.
The sky was damn dark when I reached the train station.
Guess what?
I missed the bus stop because I couldn't see clearly and ended up at dunno where.
Tried to walk home but I couldn't find the direction.
Had to call brother to come and pick me up.
Got reprimanded by him for not calling him earlier to pick me up at the train station.
I thought I could go home by myself ma =(

I really don't know what to do.
I thought we've decided on it.
I'm feeling damn guilty...
But I just want you to understand that this is not the path that I want.
In a dilemma.
I feel frustrated.
I feel hurt.
Disappointed with life.
Maybe I'm tired of living.
No one can understand how I feel.